On many levels, I am back. I am back to this blog, I am back to study, and back to the active artistic course, I left some time ago to explore other aspects of life.
Being back does not mean returning to the status back then *. You enter the (origin) path again after being out there in the woods, in the dark, the dust and gravity, all the adventures that enrich your path once you are back on ‘track’.
And you will know if it is a side way, as you may feel lost or irritated, even estranged.
And you will know if it is the main path, the core path because it feels … warm, cozy, like a blanket, but full of excitement. Excitement because your path is the path itself, therefore, there is no standstill. The very next step is unknown territory – but in the right direction.
Being ‘back’ also brings a lot of clarity on the tools you gained being what you could call abroad. Looking back, in my experience, it never really is abroad. In hindsight, it creates multiple aspects, you can now apply and add to the flavors of your main theme, your main path. Allowing everything to be part of the blossoming journey is such a beautiful experience and insight. Nothing is wasted or painful anymore but enriching and expanding once you find the link to your core path. Once you can connect some dots. Discernment may always be one of the greater lessons here in terms of personal preferences, values, and your very unique qualities and themes. Bless you.
Now that I am back, and what has been on hiatus for so long is coming back too, I choose to study (literally). The visions of paintings and other artistic styles are calling for new techniques and other adjustments along the way. Come over to join (me on) that path once the time is right.
Something to always remember: Once you are ‘back’, everything comes back to you, too. It’s a mutual movement, like magnitude. Everything essential is longing to be. No matter how long the hiatus was or is, you can not lose it (what is yours).
shortlist: you are (the only) stable in your life
* Ariadne’s theme. The moment you leave the labyrinth: You’ve conquered the Minotaur and are … the Fool again. With a brand-new adventure ahead, open to explore, following the star (optimally your North Star as your core way) more self-conscious than before.